It's true what they say about first kisses. They're scary and awkward. My first kiss happened in the back of a theater room. The guy and I had been dating for 3 and a half months and after hesitating on kissing him or not because it was my first kiss, I decided to go in for it which was a very big mistake. In between "Dawn Of The Planet Of The Apes" I looked over at my then boyfriend (knowing I'd kiss him one way or another) and once he turned to look at me, I completely blanked and looked forward to the movie. I felt like such an idiot. I mean, there was a hot guy whom I was very much in love with that wanted to kiss me and the butterflies in my stomach would not let me kiss him back. Anyways, about 15 minutes later, he turned to look at me and I was so confident in kissing him that I turned to him and we gave each other a little sweet look. Just as I thought that we were going to kiss, he turns away! I know!!! Crazy!!! I was so fed up with this whole kiss thing that I didn't turn to him once for the next half hour of the movie. And he could feel my eagerness but annoyance of this whole "kiss thing" that he grabbed my face so I could face him and I was going to look away in panic again (from losing my kissing virginity) but he kissed me!! Although it wasn't long it was sure magical, despite the fact that it was scary and not in my ideal place of preference. In the end, first kisses will be frightening and may seem uncomfortable but when it's with someone whom you're deeply infatuated with, then it will be perfect.