Finally, I can say that my hope is gone. She disappeared in the blink of an eye. You know when you're walking down the street and you are seeing all these happy couples, you tell your friends that you hate them, that love is overrated and you're okay with the fact that you are single, nothing bothers you..but if only they know what is hiding deep down in my heart. Pathetic "little" girl who wishes to find great love, she craves attention.. I have no words to describe how I'm feeling right now. I'm angry, frustrated, sad, disappointed but that's not nearly how I feel, it's worse, much worse. I thought I am a strong person.. I mean, I was, nobody could break me because I didn't let anyone near me..and my worst mistake is I become fragile, like porcelain, In that moment I knew that my life will change. Stupid hope, that bitch broke me into thousand pieces and I can't find myself anymore. I'm trying but I keep falling down.. I hit the bottom of the ocean, gasping for air, looking around trying to find some familiar faces but all I can see is darkness..