"But why aren't you with him?"
"I can't"
"But don't you like him?"
"We wouldn't work out."
"How do you know? You didn't even try!"
"I ... [voice fails, I close my eyes and breathe to calm down]
I imagined [breathe girl, just breathe]

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I imagined the two of us together for a long time. There was a time when he was all I thought about, all I wanted. There was a time when my world revolved around him. Everything I looked at, I wondered if he would like it, imagining his reactions

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So many things I wanted to show him, so much that I wanted to talk about... But in my thoughts, it always ended in the worst way. With coolness, eyes rolling, with criticism, always putting me down ... "

affection, happiness, and happy image

"But that's not trying! You just imagined!"
"Reality tends to be worse .."
- We wouldn't work it

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