I have to take a decision and i dont have enough time. I have literally 24 hours to think about this before it is too late. Before i make a mistake.
This days without you had been fine. Yes i feel like i miss you sometimes, and yes, i feel like maybe there is some piece of my heart that starts to feel sadness and emptiness.
I haven't cry a single tear for you. Not even one. And i wonder if that is me being strong or me noticing that you never were that important to me.
I have fear. I have fear of me. I have become too cold to care for this kind of things,too cold to show any small thing that can be like feelings.
Am i leaving you because i am scared of this, because i dont have feelings for you anymore, because i am tired of trying....Why am i doing this?