Deep inside I am scared
as much as you are.
Maybe you can't see it
but the pain makes me alive.

It makes me wanna cry
It makes me wanna die
but the same pain of mine
makes me feel free and alive.

Can't tell you the reason
but the pain was always there
I didn't ask or search for it
and now I can't get rid of it.

You will never understand
but I love and cherish that pain
because of it I am who I am today
and I will be a better person next day.

by me

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