Dear old friend,

It's been a while since I last saw you. All i ever see is a person that I don't know nor do I want to know you anymore. You've hurt me but you don't get to do that anymore. You won't get to hold that power over me any longer. You look at me and talk to me and you ask"How have you been?" I say I've been great. Truth is I'm not that great or even good. When you left you broke me and I didn't even really think that I could break anymore. But I did and you will never know that. There were moments for me when I thought I was going to die. You weren't ever really there were you? You pretended to be there but you did't want to be there. You told me that you would always be there that you weren't going anywhere. You knew how bad I was. Yet you left me without ever telling me why. So this is my goodbye to you. I hope one day you feel confident and not as insecure. I hope you find a love that stays. Lastly I hope you find happiness. Even after everything you did I still wish the best for you and I always will.

Sincerely R.