Hey, how are you guys? So, I just want to talk about one of my favorite songs ever, which has a deep meaning behind it, and it can change person to person, and I will tell you mine. I'm not going to talk about every single part of the song, for it not to be so long.

’m a phoenix in the water
A fish that’s learned to fly
And I’ve always been a daughter
But feathers are meant for the sky
So I’m wishing, wishing further
For the excitement to arrive
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For me, this song talks about change, you know, from an adolescent to an adult, and it's exactly what I'm feeling. I'm 16 now, and I've felt completely lost these days, 'cause I've never been a dreamer. Since I was a child I've never dreamt to be something when I grow up, and every single choice that I make feel like I'm doing it wrong, and it seemed like if I had a dream before, it would be the "destiny" and the "good choice". I'm actually putting it into words to make me understand it, because it's difficult to put the things in my mind, and, if someone out there who is reading this is going through it too, keep calm, and try to think with me.
Is the life short? Yes, it is, but not that short. Sometimes you don't know what you want for now, but actually, it can come with experiences. Maybe you have to live before you know how you want to live. You know, it's not because there are persons who always want to be a doctor, a singer, or whatever, doesn't it mean that you have to know now too, people are people, and people are different, persons have different timing. So, I'm going to live, work, make more friends, study more, get more experiences, know more and more places and wait for the time that my heart says "yes, that is what I need to do until the day that it ends". My teacher once said " I wish I could have my mind, at your age. I would be rich" but this phrase fit with everyone lol

(I'm not saying that having a dream since a child and keeping it is bad, no I'm really not, but it's not the same with everyone else, and it's about these people, people like me, that I'm talking ok? And congrats if you already know what you want to be, and made your decision, it's important and I'm proud of you)

So when I’m ready to be bolder
And my cuts have healed with time
Comfort will rest on my shoulder
And I’ll bury my future behind
And I’ll always keep you with me
You’ll be always on my mind
But there’s a shining in the shadows
I’ll never know unless I try

When you know what you want to be, go, just go and make you fucking best, it's how the song says "I'll never know unless I try". If you don't want to risk so much, like me, do it while you're doing another thing that makes you feel secure, like, my plan is while I work at somewhere, and while I'm in the university studying Business management (I don't want to be stuck in studying so I decided to study business while I don't know what to do) I will play my violin, I'll try my best to know if I really want this, knowing persons in the same area and so on. I know it's hard to keep everything at the same time, but no one told me that life would be easy, and if it's something that I really want to discover, I will do it no matter how I try.

How do you defeat a person who does not give up?
Always remember that you're not alone
We're all in the same road of life, wanting to know where is the best way to go
weekends are not just for rest
How many new things you can discover this weekend?
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*sorry for my errors in english, It's not my first language, but I try my best =)