IT'S BEEN SO LONG

It's been so long,
I wonder what you're up to.
Do you think of me like I think of you?
Do you love me like I do ?

You're always in my mind,
leaving no space for other thoughts,
I try to forget you,
but I know I never can.

Wouldn't let someone in, I promised,
here I am now.
Fell so hard for you,
I can't seem to get up now.

It's been so long,
I wonder what you're doing.
Are you watching GOT
or thinking of me?

'I want you' is not enough,
'I love you' doesn't feel right.
There are so many things that I wanna say,
but now is not the time.

I have not met you yet
i have such feelings for you.
I am just scared, if I tell you,
will you leave me too?

It's been so long,
I ponder over it,
do you love me like I do?

please don't mind if there was any grammatical mistake, english isn't my native language! (and i know the poem isn't that good, but tysm for reading :P)

xoxo