I'm tired.
I'm tired of being the second choice.
I'm tired of being the backup plan.
I'm tired of being left for someone newer, shinier, more exciting.
I'm tired of watching your friendship grow stronger, whilst I sit on the sideline observing.
I'm tired of wishing that that was you and I.
I'm tired of being abandoned.
I'm tired of being sad.
I'm tired of you making me sad.
I'm tired of not being the first choice.
I'm tired.