People say I'm not trying.
But the truth is I'm doing everything I can.
It may not seem like much.
But its all i can take.

When I message you.
you reply so simply.
It just makes me go insane.

Then sometimes its the other way around.
So I think maybe there's something.
But when I see you the next day.
you're smile seems so fake.
you're gestures just feels so weird.

Then you come and say that I'm the most beautiful girl you've ever seen.
I just roll my eyes knowing its fake news.
But then apart of me believes you.
Makes me feel like I can run out of the world.

Just to think I believe all you're fcked up lies just to make my own self being feel better