i don't know what to write. Too many thoughts killing my sane mind.
I wish I could tell you how I feel, that it's meant to be real. That you never did wrong but I fucked uped because I was afraid of letting go. That you are the best one can imagine but I know I'm too much of a bad influence for you.

And I'm leaving this place, this state of mind, because it just traps me inside.
I'm leaving you, because you don't want me anymore and I'm nothing positive to you.
I'm leaving and I will find my way.

Always on the run - forever young

P.s. I loved you but i lost you