sometimes i feel like sailor, but...not the good happy kind of sailor. sometimes i feel like m ship is going down and i dont know what to do. like, a freak wave is about to wash right over the top of me and there is nothing i can do. i just go down with my ship. but when i feel this way it means i am depressed. but there is nothing i can do. my ship just keeps sinking sending me further and further into my hell called depression, i cant save myself i cant save my crew all i can do is sit there and watch.