3.1.18 // 12.05pm...........................

Just as i get dressed
to walk out the door
I feel a sudden urge
to curl up on the floor

My mind and my heart
are compeating in a race
I think i shouldnt have
left my bed in the first place

Watching and monitoring
constantly checking time
I'd rather be anywhere
than here inside my mind
Tears collecting at the edge
of my [eye] lid
ready to jump
My heart wont HUSH!
all I hear is "THUMP!"

...get up, now
its about time to go
Put on that smile
they're ready for a show

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