I miss him. Not only because I love him but because I'm used to hear his laugh.
I'm used to see his eyes and the way they shine.
I'm used to feel his arms around my waist.
I'm used to feel his lips on my neck while he says 'love you, babe'
I'm used to hold his hands and feel them warm.
I'm used to call him 'mine'
but now...now he's used to feel a new touch.
now he's used to hold another hands.
he's comfortable calling someone elses 'babe'
and I always wonder, does he remember me?
does he remember my touch?
does he remember my kisses?
but most important...
did he ever love me the way I did?