So, I'm feeling like a piece of trash... Again. Like why am I feeling these way? Why I have to have a mental breakdown? WHY THE FUCK AM I FEELING THESE WAY?

Today when I woke up, I don't know, I was feeling low with no reason, I was with no energy like getting up of my bed was the hardest thing of the world and it was not because I was tired or something like that, I don't know the reason. During the day I was okay, I went to class and everything was good but then, everything went down these afternoon.

I'm feeling alone,unloved, misunderstood, empty...
Recently, I have been feeling really, reeeally alone, on the love way. I always tryed not to catch feelings for someone because I'm the type of person that have really strongs feelings for a person in minutes, never talks with someone about it and when I realise that feelings are starting to bloom, I cover them with a rude attitude, so it makes people stop talking to me and that make me sad. I cannot control it and I don't know what to do.
Ugh...

Love sucks, end of the story.

Sorry for bothering you with my fucked up mind lol but when I'm feeling down I write it down, it helps me xd Also sorry if my english is bad haha
xxx