Dear ex best friend, the person who has been my best friend for 7 years, for a long period of time I thought you were a gift from god, a fallen angel, the best thing that ever happened to me.

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We are so different, there is nothing that is common about us, but some how we made it work, we bonded so well. Your family is just like mine, we spend every day together, but we still feel excited every single night before hanging out. We share secrets which only both of us will know in this whole universe, your secrets are still my secrets, I will never tell them to anyone, I will never shit talk about you even we have drifted apart and came to this stage...

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And now, you have found another best friend, I am really upset about it, but at the same time I am glad that you did. I have never imagine that things would end up like this, we joked about how the bond between us is like the diamond bond and will never turn into a graphite bond. Little did we know there would be barriers, there would be challenges. we also talked about how we will punish our future boyfriends if they break our hearts, but who knew you would be the one who broke my you tore it apart and will never be the same.

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How much I wish I could turn back time, I would not study aboard and stay by your side, I would do every single things with you and continue making memories with you. And hoping our "dream wedding" would actually come true, being each other's bridesmaids. I would be lying if I say I don't miss you, but care about you hurts me so much, I have to treat myself better and stop holding on to you and the memories.The word ex shatters my heart into pieces, I hate using this word, I deserve to move on too...

But I miss ex best friend.