i don't think so you understand how much you mean to me.
i don't even fully understand it myself.
you know my only escape is writing and that is how i can put my thoughts into words. so here is something i wrote for you, my sweet...

i'll throw my voice into the stars and maybe the end of my words will be written for you in the clouds by the sunrise.
all i am trying to say is i will love you through the darkness.