I’m so jealous of these kids how have a perfect family. How have a childhood like in Disney stories. I wish I can have such life for 1 minute, because nobody knows what is going on in my head. No one knows that every night I’m crying in my bed. And if someone ask me in the morning” is everything okay.” I just answer “I’m just tired or I don’t feel so good but I’m okay.” People say I have very beautiful eyes and than they ask from where I have these and the only good answer is from these long crying nights...