Authours Note: Hey Everyone, I've decided to start this series of articles where I will be saying everything I wish I had said to the people who are/were in my life. Just letter to people that I haven't had the guts to say in person. Of course this will all be anonymous so there won't be any calling out people's names, that part will be kept under wraps. I know these articles will be confusing so if you don't want to read, that's completely fine. These are more just to get my feelings and thoughts down, just so my head won't be as crowded. But if you do enjoy them, then that’s a bonus.

Now, I'll stop my rambling. Here is the first part of my 'Yours Truly' series.

Enjoy xx

Part 1/13

To Her Ex-Boyfriend,

I'm sorry that you found out the way you did. I hate that she made us feel like the most important people in the world to her, and then disappeared into thin air. I never thought that she would have a complete personality switch.

I remember meeting her and there was something about her that took my breath away. She was the girl the everyone wanted to be friends with and everyone craved to be around her, her happiness was infectious. She was just the best friend I needed. And it seemed like she was the perfect girlfriend to you too. For the record, I knew she was going to break up with you; I just thought she would have done it in a more respectful and mature way. I really hate myself for not telling you, I guess I thought she was a better person than she actually was.

In all honesty, I was holding onto the slight glimmer of hope that we might have been able to get closure within each other; but in fact, I was months too late. You had turned to pills and liquor, you'd switched off your humanity and now you are busy getting lost in between legs to find any closure. I'm so disgusted with how we've lived our lives post her vanishing off the face of the planet.

I guess what I am trying to say is that I am so sorry that we've both had to go through this loss. We both deserved better then what we were given. Maybe you'll learn to forgive me in time too...

Yours truly,
Gone Girl.

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