Even though now we are friends, I still miss every bit of you. I still miss how things were when we talked, when we meet, when we say goodnight and goodmorning. I miss the fights that we had. I miss you being the one that always ensure that I do everything that I supposed to do.
I still remember you gave me flowers on our first official date. That moment, you don't know how happy I was, received flowers for the first time and it was from you. I was smiling all throughout our date. Yes, now we are still going out and all but the feeling is different, it's not the same like how I used to feel when we were together. I just miss you, I miss the old times. Now you have a girlfriend, I'm hurt seeing you being upset, seeing you tired of the one making the effort in your relationship. I just want you to be happy even though your happiness is not to be spent with me. Sometimes, I wish I could turn back the time, going back to the time where we had splendid dates. I have told you countless of times how much I love you, but loving you also could cause a lot of disputes with your family. I'm sorry for still loving you...