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We first met in our bus...
I was in 5th grade, what means, that I just had changed schools (German school-system). You were in 7th grade and I didn't know you, but I was scared of you, because I was scared of everyone in gerneral, who I didn't know. Especially I was afraid of older pupils, who could be mean to me. That actually never happened, until the day, I didn't made it out of the bus at my bus stop, and I started to get nervous and started to scream. You began laughing at me on the next day, because of that, and suddenly you knew my name and in which class I was in. What kinda scared me, to be honest.
The next months, you were always sitting in my surroundings, so you could be mean to me, even though I didn't really care about the small black haired boy with the really bad skin, it was just annoying to me.

But some years passed...
Someday you decided to leave me alone, but everytime I was seeing you, I just though: "Well, by the time I'll get in 9th grade, he has already graduated"

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And then I got in 8th grade, which was the last year for you at our school, and I had never wasted a single thought on you, for at least two years. Until I stayed at home while my own class was on a trip for three days. I spent that time in the class of a friend, who was very colse with you. What means, that I was kinda forced to spend that time also with you, since she did. We talked a little during that time, but actually I just stood next to you.

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During the following months I started ignoring you again, but you kept saying "Hello" to me and you took the seat behind me, and I was changing my seat, everytime you were too close...

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But one day in summer, we were pretty much alone in our bus, because everyone was staying at another school, where we had a school event. I and some friends of mine went back and you were there, because of some graduation stuff I think. I was sitting near to you and you talked to me, in a very friendly way and I was shocked about you, being nice to me. But after I got used to it, I told you about the difference between pink and rose.

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A few weeks before you left, we finally got it together...We were getting closer to each other. We found similarities and you messed up my hair all the time, but I messed up yours too...
You became important to me, very important.

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But then you left...and I suddenly started to miss you and your stupid face, I even missed, the feeling of panic in my stomach, which I got all the years, everytime I saw you in the bus.
I also felt bad, because I hadn't been liking you all the years, which we could have been spending as friends...
And I never gave you my number or something like that, so we hadn't had any contact anymore after your graduation. It was a horrible time...
But still better than what followed...

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