’’There is no easy way to say this so I’ll just say it, I met someone. It was an accident, I wasn’t looking for it, I wasn’t on the make it was a perfect storm, she said one thing, I said another and the next thing I knew I wanted to spend the rest of my life in the middle of that conversation.
Now there’s this feeling in my gut that he might be the one. He’s completely nuts in a way that makes me smile, highly neurotic, a great deal of maintenance required. He is you.

That’s the good news. The bad news is that I don’t know how to be with you right now, and that scares the shit out of me. Because if I am not with you right now I have this feeling we’ll get lost out there. It’s a big bad world full or twist and turns and people have a way of blinking and missing the moment. The moment that could of changed everything.’’

For now on, we will face more challenges. My lips are coated with honey and I’m still trying to understand why you don’t like anything sweet.
We are faced with different realities, but you treat me like I’m 21 and it freaks me out. When I actually turn 21 you’ll be 25 and when you’re 32 I’ll be 28 but mentally I’m older than you, and that doesn’t help. I guess this is dumb, should I find someone else?
You’re drinking margaritas in university dinners as I am trying to get my first high school curses right, this is dumb should you find someone else?

And he could get any girl, high maintained and his age, but my honey on his lips I bet he will never taste anything so addictive.

🌷As he kisses my hand he hums:

’’And girl I know that you're the one for me
And it hurts, it fuckin' hurts
Cause you're too fuckin' young
And girl I know that you're the one
That you're the one, for me
Cause you're too fuckin' young
And girl I know that you're the one for me’’

Our love is laughter, flowers and good wine.


He was charismatic, magnetic, electric and everybody knew it
When he walked in every woman's head turned, everyone stood up
To talk to him
He was like this hybrid, this mix of a man who couldn't contain himself

I don’t know what’s going on with us and I can’t tell you why you should waste a leap of faith on the likes of me. But damn you smell good, you adore me after two glasses of red wine and I make excellent coffee. That’s got to count for something, right? Meet me this friday.