It hurts so much, actually like a total b*tch. I literally want to cry, but at the same time I tell myself that is not gonna do any good, besides what I’m going through is not worth tears, there are so many real reasons to cry and here I am whining, shedding tear after tear and I can’t seem to stop.

We complain about meaningless things, we stop the time and think about the negative stuff. Why can’t we see only the positive in life? Why must we punish ourselves like that?

That’s right, I forgot.

We’re humans.

That’s just the way we are.

And you know what’s the worst, is the fact that we know that we shouldn’t focus on the bad but on the good and we still do it.

I’m not saying that being a human s*cks cause it doesn’t. We have our bad points yeah, everybody does, but we also have good points, many of them actually, we just need to open our eyes a little bit.

(This is funny you know, I started this article being depressed and sad 😔, but know I’m happy 😆 and i don’t even know how.)

There is going to be times like this, when you feel useless, dumb, ugly, fat, like you are not good enough, trust me, I know, I’ve felt that way before and it’s the worst. I can’t tell you that is going to be okay, I can’t. It is not my decision to make, nor your friends, parents or your boy/girlfriend decision. You’re the only person in the world who make you feel good and alive again, it’s your decision.

So..what do you choose?