You know that feeling?
When you’re anxious to go back home
To go to your room, close the door
Lay in bed and let everything out.
The feeling of relief mixed with desperation,
Nothing is wrong
But nothing's right either.
Your are tired of everything.
You just want someone to be there for you
And tell you that everything will be okay.
But there is no one there,
Or at least that's what it feels like.
That feeling of knowing that you need to be strong,
But that it's not enough.
You’re tired of being strong
Tired of having to “fix” yourself and everyone around me.
For once you want it to be Easy
To be Simple
To be Helped.
But you know that it won't happen.
You just stay there hoping that it will go away
You just stay there waiting for someone

You know that feeling?