Thank you to all who are reading my first article. This is an article about my first love.

He has dark hair and eyes so close to black I get lost trying to see what's inside. He's nothing like me, but at the same time he's everything like me. He's overly smart, and funny, and good looking. He's outgoing and knows what he wants. While I'm quiet and almost never know what I want. Except this time. I knew I wanted him. We're both stubborn, and argumentative, and neither of us can ever be wrong. We used to argue daily. But they were petty and for fun. What I would give for one more of our arguments. He's like fire and I'm like rain. We're so different but we're so perfect. I wish he knew that. But now I have to let him go. This is by far the hardest thing I've ever had to do but I know that it has to happen. I know you're not reading this, but if you are, I want you to know that I'm not mad at you. Just because I stopped talking to you doesn't mean I don't love you. It's just that every time I talk to you I realize how much I love you. And it's too painful to live this way. I hope that maybe in the future it will be different. But for now we are on two separate pages of two different books. However I know I'll always love you. Remember that.