They tell you to follow your heart but they don't realize that its hard.
All you want is someone to truly understand you and listen.
But it seems like everyone has something better to do so you lock yourself in your room but it feels like a prison.
A tsunami of emotions come flooding in and there's nothing you can do about it but cry and cry and cry.
Then you hear a knock at your door,
You look but it's as if your bones are stuck to the floor.
You try to think of an excuse yelling "im naked"
Knowing its much more complicated.
You hear footsteps walking away knowing they believed it.
You feel relieved but then the tsunami comes running back,
And you feel insomnia take over.
Almost feels like a hangover.