I can not believe that only 9 days are missing ...
9 days for the farewell that I have wanted so much to avoid .. that I have wanted so much to ignore but I can not ...
you are going to look for a better future for you .. for me ..
Although I know that time will fly, I want this time without you to fly, because I have become accustomed to your hugs EVERY DAY OF MY LIFE ... to your smell, to your smile, to your antics, to your hair to crazy, to those tickles on the sofa, those days that we just sleep on the sofa to listen to music or watch series ...

Definitely I will miss you and without a doubt you will leave me an empty emptiness, but I am sure that destiny will conspire in my favor to return to you to hug you again, to re-allocate your hair, to fuck you again, to return to be happy ... no doubt boy I love you without end as well as universes have no end .. I miss you already

PD: this is something so personal for me ... it's my personal life .. my boyfriend and I are Venezuelans that we will go to look for a better future but each one on different sides ... I regret I needed to take this pain out of me ..