I like him, I do just not like I used to.
We have a long complicated story, maybe not that long maybe not that complicated I don't really know.
I like seeing him, I like him hugging me but when I am not with him I don't miss him.
I don't know how to tell him that I want to know where this is going because I am not sure I want it to go anywhere.
I am afraid that I am the only one feeling something in the relationship just like the first time.
I know that if I tell him to leave me alone I will regret it the moment he starts talking to someone else.
I am afraid he is going to hurt me just like everyone else has.
I am afraid that me not knowing what I want is going to ruin our friendship and that I am going to lose him in everyway possible.