I wake up
From the second I open my eyes I know,
that today is one of those days

The first look in the mirror
This person has scary eyes
and no expression on their face

I walk barefoot into the bathroom
cold water on my skin
Those are your hands, I tell myself
But I feel like I’ve never seen them before

A knock on the door
Another strange face
that I don’t recognize

Back in my bedroom
Desperately looking for some familiarity
but it feels like I’m seeing the world
Trough a camera that someone forgot to turn on

I watch myself
going back into bed

Yes, today is one of those days.