the biggest thing i've noticed in myself
is that built up anger is the devil
in disguise ***********************

as a child i never realized
my fathers absense
would leave me paralyzed
from my the emotions
instead there's just an absence

like an abscess
that's about to rupture
but it just stays
caught in the rapture

she is the devil
in skin tight clothes
and big brown eyes
telling lies
howling as she cries

to let it go is a saviour
in the form of faith
not a care in the world
i felt alive again
no pain