I used to have dreams.

About what I would be one day.
About traveling around the world.
About living in another country.
About making everyone smile.
And the most important, about making this world a better place to live in for everyone.

About spreading my wings.

I used to think that all of those were possible for me. And they were within my reach. Just in a short time, I used to believe I could have 'em all.

But, have you ever woken up in the middle of the night and think everything thru, suddenly you realize that you were too naive?

After all, life is not that easy. Planned out your life and you thought you were going to achieve 'em all? Good luck to you. Life does not work that way.

When talking about dreams, there are so many things we have to consider. And sometimes we think we have figured it all, don't we? Get a bachelor degree here, get a magister there, work in a prestige company with a salary you think you deserve.

Well, no. It is not going to be that easy.

Once again, we have to remember that life is cruel. So cruel that it will fuck us over and over again.

Going to a good uni, we don't realize our parents are dying to pay the fee. And there we were, sitting in a class and still have no idea what the lecturer has been talking.

See, that's why I chose to erase all the dreams I once had. Because it's too naive. I chose to let everything flow. Let the life do its magic -if there's any-.

But they said only dead fish who go with the flow. Does it mean I'm dead?