its been almost a month since i even looked in your eyes. something held me back, was it fear? anger? or the other girl in your life stopping us from even saying hi? you came to lunch today and all i did was shake. i heard you say my name and it felt like coming home. i told myself i would be cutting you off but we know too much about each other to completely let go. i walked into class late by 10 seconds and hearing you poke fun at me felt so refreshing. we're taking small steps but it means alot that we're trying. thank you