I missed him, I thought. So, I talked to him after 4 months without knowing that i will fall again. I was stupid that i lowered my guard when i'm with him. I was hoping that he will fall in love with me again and that was very stupid of me to hope on that.
17 was when i truly gave up on love. He told me that he never loves me. He told me that it was wrong for us to be together. Deep down, it still hurts until now. WHY? You don't go and talk to people like you were giving hopes to them and told them that it is wrong to be together. How can you play this part easily when i am the one who's hurting because of you? I trusted my own best friend to hold my heart but he's the one that crushes it.
Men. They are all the same.