Every once in a while
Everything feels boring
they are brief seconds
but I feel like what I am doing
makes no sense.

If I could erase that feeling
I would be happier
I would matter

and the axiety of what´s comming
keeps me awake
even when I´m exhausted
from living so numb.

It all feels as if I´m dreaming
but nothing

Every once in a while
I can feel alive
If I can Imagine for a few seconds
that's more than enough
to make my day better.