Hi Jonghyun, what are you doing?
The first concerts without you. Taemin, Key, Jinki and Minho are so strong. Thank you SHINee for being so strong, and for making us all proud. They know you're looking at them from up there. They want to make you proud. You're proud of them when you see them again on the stage, right?
I know you are. You love them so much. It's been 2 months without you Jonghyun. I really miss you. I wish you weren't gone. I still wish you were here. But you wanted to find your peace. I will respect your choice even if it hurts so badly.
I hope you're happy up there.
It's so sad not to see you on stage with your brothers. This broke my heart.
I'm still waiting for someone to wake me up from this nightmare but I know it's impossible.
I have moments when I wonder why you left us. But I don't judge you. I respect your choice. I know what it's like to fight alone with depresion. I do the same. Sometimes I think she will win this fight. Your music and words save me day by day. And SHINee. Now I regret the fact that I was not with you from the beginning. You help me even if you're not here.
Thanks for saving me my angel. You are really an angel.
Now I feel so tired and all I want is to be up there with you. I feel nobody understands me, but you do, right? I want so so much to be with you, but I still have so many things to do.
Can I fight to the end? Really don't know but I will do everything I can to support the other SHINee members. I know you're looking at us all and I want to make you proud.
Maybe not this year or the next but sometime I'll be at a SHINee concert, along with the shawols, I will sing with them and look at the sky knowing that you are proud of us. This is my dream that will come true one day.
I write that with tears on my face and with a broken heart. I know it will never be the same without you, it's impossible.
All that consoles me now is that you're fine. All I want is for you to be happy.
Thank you so much for everything. We will never forget you. We will always love you. Until the end and after. You are my shining star, the moon, the sun, the light, the rain, the snow, the hope, the pride, everything.

Until we meet again, Jonghyun.