I can't remember how all of this has started.
I was in front of my mirror and was like why my hear is dark and short, I want it long and blond, why are my eyes so big and black, I want blue eyes.
One day I was so thin, the other day I was so fat to myself.
I started to hate all parts of my body and it was because I had the wrong picture in my head how ideal woman should look like.
I was so unsure, self-critical, I was so hard on myself.
I was blindly obsessed with that picture that I forget how amazing the person I'm inside.
I had that awful feeling that people were looking at me because I'm different, I don't wear the same clothes, don't listen to the same music, don't have the same interests...
I asked myself every day "What's is wrong with me?" or "Why I have to be like this?
I tried to change, to be someone else, to be as same as others and then I realize that I hate myself more.
I started to accept myself the way I am.
My messy hear was prettier, my dark eyes looked so mysterious to me and suddenly I started loving that.
I was learning every day how to love myself and to accept all imperfections.
The thing I hated so much I slowly started to love.
It was a very big and hard step to me and I'm still learning to be myself and to love it.
We are all unique, beautiful, we have a lot to show, to express, so love yourself and be the best version of you!
-D.