disclaimer: if you didnt get it from the title, this is going to be christian orientated article so it wont be fitting for everyone, i respect that and i would like you to respect it too. okay, here we go.

so, if you've read my articles story of a broken heart, you know that ive been through some things, as everyone on this world. and as every teenage girl, i have problem with selflove.

this problem is with me for about 4 years now and its really annoying, but some things happend to me about 3 months ago and my situation on selflove got slightly better.

so, i was never really christian. i was raised a christian, but i only had one side of my family religious and for my fault, i lived 14 years like the other side of my family, the side that didnt believe in God.

but about 5 months ago i started to prepare for christian comfirmation, which is some sort of christian tradition in our country if you like to call it this way, and we have this confirmation when we are 14-15 years old. it started only because my mother wanted me to do it and i didnt want to dissapoint her, but than i had to do things i didnt want to only for parish office to let me have this confirmation. i know this propably doesnt make any sense but english is not my main language and i dont really know if these things happen in other countries too, so i dont really know how to describe it, sorry.

but anyways, i went to this event. it was spiritual renewal as they called it and althrough i didnt want to believe it, it left something inside me and i felt some things i dont even know how to describe and i started to believe in God.

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and it was the day i got sent the best people into my life. this was 3 months ago and it really helped my situation.

and i am not in the position to talk about these kind of things because i am still learning but i am going to try and tell you things they've told me and that really helped me.

I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made;
your works are wonderful,
I know that full well.
Psalm 139:14

i am God's work. and you dont doubt God's work. He created me because i am unique human being and He loves me. i am wonderfully made, i am wonderful. and althrough i have lots of flaws, God loves me and He is not the only one that does.

my animator once asked me if i thought that God was beautiful. when i replied her that i do, she just smiled at me and replied: "good. because

God created human beings in his own image.
Genesis 1:27

and that means you are as beautiful as God is."

on that day, they thought me something that i didnt know for 14 years of my life. and only because of God. they told me really important things about relationships, selflove and life and i cant even describe how thankful i am to have them in my life.

we are not thought to love ourselves from young age, we are not thought about the most important things in our lifes.

Being confident of this very thing, that he which hath begun a good work in you will perform it until the day of Jesus Christ.
Phillipians 1:6

you were meant to be here. you are really special and God made you for some reason. we are so important for Him, He loves us uncontrolably and infinitly. and we need to remember that.

i know that its hard, trust me, this comes from a person that was crying while watching herself in mirror because she felt so ugly, but you are beautifull as you are. every inch of your body is beautiful and someone loves you with all of their heart.

maybe you just told to youself: "but i dont see it. i dont see me beautiful when i look in the mirror."
and i know. but you dont physically see God either and you believe in him, right? and this is the first step. to believe.

you need to believe in it, and than, eventually, you'll see youself the way you are supposed to. you are beautiful. and everyone sees it, but you. remember it.

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some things to remember.

so, this is what i wanted to tell you today. i hope you will remember it. i hope that it left something inside of you and that everytime you look at yourself in the mirror, you'll remember these words i've just told you.

and i know its a long journey and even i am not 100% there yet, but lets go to this journey together. think about yourself like you are beautiful creatures, because you are; you are God's creatures.

i love you, stay safe.
dont stop praying, even for selflove.

This is the confidence we have in approaching God: that if we ask anything according to his will, he hears us. And if we know that he hears us—whatever we ask—we know that we have what we asked of him.
1 John 5:14-15

- baja