I don't fit anywhere. My friends are not my friends anymore. My hobbies are not the same ones anymore. I'm not who I used to be anymore. I've changed so much that it's unbelieveable. I don't even recognise myself, but in some way, I like the new me, even though I know a lot of people won't. I haven't start school yet, I'm kind of afraid. I know people are going to judge me for the way I am now. They judged me when I was more "normal", they are going to judge me even more now that I'm kinda of a freak, antisocial, weird girl. My taste in music have changed radically, so does my clothing style. I hate that I can't make friends like I used to. I scared them away, I don't know how, but I do. I don't want to make new friends, I'm done trying, It's just tiring now. I like to be alone, most people don't, it's weird but I really like it. For me, the only 2 things that make me feel good and secure about myself are music and photography. I was going to talk about how insecure I am, but I think that's a lot, so it wil have to be another day in its own article. I'm sorry for my bad english, even though I doubt someone read this, sorry I'm still learning my first language it's spanish. Anyways, if you read this, I'm really glad you did. I'm sorry it was too long, that's how I feel. Thanks again and hope you keep reading my articles maybe I can make someone feel good, that you are not the only person who feels that way.