Sometimes I wish to forget that we were friends. Sometimes, I wish I never approached you, I thought we could get to know each other better. Only for you to show me that what had been a move had moved you to a different state of mind. If I had said anything, would you have? I am annoyed at how approachable you seem, but how far from reality that is for me. You cut the ties with me, and I am not sure if I want to cut the ties with you. I figured you just didn't want to talk to me anymore so I made it easier for you. I look down at the floor whenever you are around so you don't have to see my face, I would only talk to people you wouldn't when we were in the same room. I started becoming annoyed with myself for letting myself be carried by your dreams when those weren't my dreams. I think I forget to remember that my actions cause a reaction towards you. So I am sorry if that just pushed you farther away