I think no matter what happens you will always have a special place in my heart. You were my first crush but I wasn't yours. But I was ok with that just as long as you were happy. Through all the stuff you put me through and all the people I silently watched you date, I was hurting. But I didn't mind because I knew in some way you were happy. When you were happy I was happy, when you were sad I was sad. I suppose I didn't try too hard for your attention either but you knew I was there. You could call me today, in 2 month, in a year and I would always answer like nothing even happened, like you didn't make me cry myself to sleep at night. I would forget all that because I knew we had so many good moments together. I know we had a connection even if it was only for a moment, it was still there. But after this we're probably never going to see each other again and there's nothing I can do about it because you're with HER. I don't know which ones scarier knowing I would always answer if you called or knowing you are never ever going to call. You can't change the way someone thinks if they think they're doing absolutely nothing wrong...