Dear ...,

You told me you loved me, and I believed you. But then you hurt me. It was all an act.
You chose for your gf and I was fine with it, except I wasn't.
I cried in the cold and walked for 2 hours. Thinking of our lips touching each other. Thinking about the great sex we had. Thinking about the way you hugged me. Thinking about the way you said you love me.
If only you knew how much you hurt me the moment you said,
I choose her.
The crazy part was, that when you said that, she was sitting next to me.

I was trying to put my love for you aside and be your best friend like we were before. But than you did something. You said, you chose wrong and that you wanted me instead of her. And again, I believed you for a second.
But the more you said, the more I believed you less. Then when I found out that it was all a scam and you wanted to hurt me, because I 'hurt' you. While the only thing I did was protecting myself, by not lying anymore.

After a long ass time I forgot you existed. But then again, you found away to get back in my life, and make me fall in love with you all over again. And this time it was worse because I had to see your face every day in school. I had to see you kissing the girl you said you loved. While the day before your tongue was stuck in my throat. I couldn't handle it so I broke all the contact between us and tried to avoid you in school.

I admit I still miss you some times, but I don’t love you anymore. I miss our conversations, but as friends. I miss being friends with you, not being in love with you.

yours faithfully,