Dear you,

I have a confession to make. It has been a bit of time since the last article I wrote and a bit of time since I stopped knowing what to write about. Though I don't think you were waiting for me to write an article I'm still sorry for being that absent. It's funny because I'm also saying sorry to myself for the same reason.
My audition did not go well ( though I don't have the official result yet). A part of me knows I shouldn't feel the way I do since then. The other part of me can't help itself but feel all of the anxiety, doubts about myself and whether or not I am talented enough to do what I always wanted to do... The thing is if I'm disappointed that much about one audition, am I capable to be strong enough to be working in this area?

The worst part is: I don't know what to write about anymore. I can't seem to find any inspiration since the audition, neither for my novel nor my articles.

Anyway, I just wanted to let you know and I'm not going to elaborate on the subject as I might get you bored! I'm trying to find out what my next article will be about. If you have any idea, please let me know!

With All my Love,
B.