To my love,

Hey. Let me start by saying I'm sorry. And that I agree with the quote on this page. We were "almost" together. We were "almost" happy, but now we're stuck in this weird position. A position we've been in for a while. One I think we both wish would've turned out differently. One that may change at some point, but not right now. Along with saying I'm sorry I have a few things to share with you.
The day I met you I looked right at you and said to myself: I'm going to have him fall in love with me. If I had known at the time what the outcome would be....I don't know if I'd change anything. Except one thing...something we've talked about before. It's just everything that led up to this love was worth it and I wouldn't of wanted it any differently. And even now that we're stuck in this odd and hurtful situation I'm happy that you're in my life. You've truly captured a piece of my heart and for that I am eternally grateful.
And I do love. I love you so much even though neither of us use that word. Love. We both know it's too dangerous to use. The mere thought of it causes my heart to ache. Almost as if one of us speaks it everything will fall apart. And neither of us wants too fall apart, we've done enough of that already.
So I'm sorry that we were and still are an "almost". And I'm sorry that I did have you fall in love with me, and vice versa. I never intended on hurting you...I'm sorry. You are just one of the best parts of me and I don't want to lose that. So please stick around no matter how much it hurts. I truthfully wouldn't be able to handle losing you. I love you.

A Very Sorry Girl