C O N F U S E D

I’m confused. Like, as I’m writing this I’m confused on why I’m even writing this, anyway. I’m confused on why my ex-boyfriend dumped me and embarrassed me in front of everyone, even though he knows about my depression and anxiety. I’m confused on why I’m still friends with a girl who doesn’t want anyone to receive more attention or love than her. I’m confused on why tf I keep letting people hurt me. Am i afraid of being alone? Questions and thoughts that randomly gets any attention.