I love being around people! Until they start whispering. Is that about me? But what if they ask me questions? I don't want to say anything wrong. I love being around people.. until i'm around people. It's an every day battle. It's like loving someone who wants to kill you. This relationship is toxic but i can't get out of it.
Others give me energy but at the same time they give me anxiety. If i go out today then i will feel anxious all the time and what's fun about that? But if i stay home i will feel tired and depressed and what's fun about that? It's an everyday battle between me an extrovert and my dear friend social anxiety.