I know I lost you ...
I know I can never look at your eyes. I know I can never touch your skin. I can not see you grow up. I know that all the plans you create for us will never be realized. I will not be able to watch your progress. I will not hear your song. I will not dance with you. I'm going to miss my life. You will miss me at night and in the mornings I can not look at you. You will need me in every breath. you will need me in each goal. You will need me forever. I know I'll never see you again. and I know even more that you took half of my being with you. you will be blood of my blood forever. You will be part of me forever. I will love you even if I have never held you in my arms. or that I could never kiss you. But if I could. If God gave me an opportunity I would embrace you. I would be full of you. I would kiss you without fatigue. and never let you go. but ... you're not here anymore ... you'll need me the rest of my life son or daughter of my soul ... I'll miss you so much. I know I'm going to take a while but we'll be together again in the meantime, I look forward to that day.
with love mom