Well my year started with a really bad party for the New Year's Eve. Maybe, the worst party ever lol.

So, It has been a sad month for me. I moved the last year, so I no longer live with my family. I started a journey to found and also make my indipendence as a young woman in Europe.

I don't love winter, and so the cold italian weathear, but I deal with it, because it's the only thing I can do.

I had a few breakdowns, the last week I cried at a supermarket. Life's not easy out here.
Almost every day I feel homesick, but this won't stop me to continue to live like I want.

Here, I have the love and the support that I need by my boyfriend, he's awesome and he always make me laugh like crazy, his my strenght.

So, I don't know how to describe this first month of 2018, I think I will give it a color. Grey.

Hope this February will get better.