The biggest fears in my life,
Have to do with people.
I fear passion and love,
I fear falling hard for someone
and getting bruised,
Or I fear someone falling for me.
I don’t understand how anyone could love,
Me.
I toss my attentions around carelessly,
But my heart I keep hidden,
For I fear that someone will take it from me.
I hide it behind false infatuations,
That are simply distractions.
When someone speaks of how they feel,
I cut them off,
I ignore them,
I run from them,
Every ounce of my soul screaming at me to stay,
Yet,
I do not stay.
I cannot understand how anyone,
Could love someone as heartless and cruel as…
Me.

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