drowning in my thoughts
is it because of you?
i haven't decided yet
the waves of emotion have engulfed me and left me at rock bottom
the abyss

full of words but nothing comes out
that's exactly how you left me

was it because of your smile that i couldn't find my way back to shore?
scared of the consequences and commitment, i was not someone who dives in

but then there was you
you came along with your skin that reminded me of the sunset on an august night
your hair with waves that took me in like a high tide
personality so warm, the sun was jealous

i cannot pinpoint exactly what it was that caused me to swim out but the reason must of been good
every time i tried to leave the winds drove me back to you