it’s a bad day, not a bad life.

i started to think that everyday.

every
day.

and every day, I felt like that more.

people tell me I should get help.

idontwanthelp

i don’t wanna be told that everything is going to be good again

i want to talk to people i trust
but where
are you
when i
need help
?

definitely not there.

not next to me

just alone
in crowds

iwannafeel

not lost

in familiar places

iwannafeel

something.

and that it just takes time

no.

i wanna be taken seriously

i don’t want to feel unloved.
i don’t want to feel unwanted.

i want to feel

safe

and a suicidehotline or professional help

can t
get
me
this.

and

before i decide to end everything.
i want to feel.

but not so much that i feel numb

numb.

the end.